My Little Nest

Okay, so some of you may know that I spent this entire week flailing over getting my wisdom teeth out, and being generally I scared little dork. So I fast (9 hours!) during my normal eating time so I can get the bloody teeth done, take the half-hour car-ride to Shillington....

And there's a guy in the parking lot. With a jackhammer. And the parking lot looks suspiciously new. The lights are on inside, but the doors are locked. Okay, well, we got there fifteen minutes early, because I'm a paranoid monkey.

20 minutes later, we're staring at the doors, and looking at it going--this place is so not open. So, i call the covenstead and get granny to look up the phone number in the phone book, which takes another five minutes, and I call.

The lady informs me that NO I didn't have an appointment, they hadn't scheduled appointments for this day for weeks. I got snarky, and she checks. Oh we;re sorry--it's NEXT week.

By this time I'm starving, upset, ready to kill something, and I snap at the receptionist, and then proceeded to have to go the half-hour HOME. Where I promptly had a proper breakfast and then went to bed.

So, aside from a monumental waste of gas, I get to do the nerves, fasting and car trip AGAIN next Friday. All I have to say about this is if they fuck me over again, there will be blood.

Bold the books you have read, italicize books you’ve started but not finished, strike the books you read but hated, add an asterisk* to books you’ve read more than once, and underline those you own but still haven’t read yourself. I am also adding two asterisks** to the ones that I want to read/have plans to read, but that's my twin's rule, not the meme's.

Stolen from willfully

( Book meme )
Conclusion? I am a dork.

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Stolen from jairissa and willfully. Anon commenting is on (as always) and ip logging is off ( as always) but this time it actually matters. Be brutally honest, if you want, and tell me what you really think of me.

Be cruel if you want, I could probably use it.

To take a little bit of lightness after my last heavy entry, a meme stolen from willfully


• Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
• List the first fifteen songs that come up (skipping titles like "Fugue in D Minor") and add "in my pants" to the end.
• Bold the ones that actually made you LOL

( Well hell then, guess I need my pants )

It's been ages since I updated, I know. It's been all over. willfully came to visit, and I'm getting ready to be in a friend's wedding, which I don't think will make it that far, but...

I'm going to be going to a poetry slam next week and reading, and April 19-26th I'll be going to see Adam Pascal in concert. Sounds like everything's been fantastic, right?

Yeah, i wish. Nothing's been wrong per se, I just had a major crash, so I'm probably seeing this as far more dark than I should, but a lot of stuff just seems to be going to smash. Granny's becoming neurotic about my weight and pressuring me to get this for the wedding so all of my "lumps and rolls" don't show.

And of course, mid-crash I binged today...and now I really want to relapse. My stupid logic definitely is not helping, since you need to be under a certain BMI to be considered anorectic, and most of the physical symptoms I don't have. (The absence of at least three consecutive menstrual cycles, body weight below 85% of what is expected.) and otherwise, according to most doctors (at least around here) it's a phase. And St. Catherine of Siena was sainted because she refused to eat, it was taken to be religious at the time.

Bad idea, really bad idea, but really incredibly tempting. I am also stressing over the fact that I can't find my Neon Ballroom CD, because one can only listen to 4st. 7lb. so many times on repeat (thank Circe for Youtube). I know, bad bad bad.... Wasted is sitting on my dresser. I haven't touched it yet, but I really haven't stopped thinking about reading it again. Even a really long nap didn't help.

I so suck.

Being ED-NOS sucks. MAkign people worry about you sucks, because then you feel all guilty. Not having insurance that will cover therapy, and too scared too suggest it otherwise? REALLY REALLY sucks. Stupid major medical.

Okay, shutting up now.

Yay! I found the Youtube vid! *shares*

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I'm a dork. Everyone agreed on that? Yes? Good. So, i've been on a kick trying to defeat Windows Movie Maker, and I've finally done it. So what did I decide to practise my prowess on?

I took some clips from Supernatural and made a vid, well two, kinda. Anyway, they can be read as Dean/Jo, but see, this is where I'm sneaky. Since in the wonderful dvv_rpg Victoire is PB'd by Alona Tal and Teddy is PB'd by Jensen Ackles, it works for Teddy/Victoire too!

The vid doesn't change, but I made two versions, and I'm not sure which song I like better.

Missing:


or

Barely Breathing:



Opinions? Save us all and never make another? Which one do yo Love the most/Hate the least, etc?

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I swear, one drama ends and another begins. I'm home and my meds are tapering off, which is great, but now another drama's begun. And roomie? I'm sorry I landed in the hospital before I could grammar nazi your paper.

So, new drama. Apparently the doppelganger tried (again) to commit suicide. Apparently her heart stopped twice on the way to the hospital and no one bu her dad knows where she is. Rose (her mum) is leaving Ben (her da) and she freaked, locked herself in her room and took half a bag of muscle relaxers.

I really don't know how to feel about this. We don't get along, she's told me she hates me, and the feelings usually mutual. My first fear was 'what's going to happen to me' as unfortunately, usually when one of us is majorly hurt (broken arm) the other one is affected (limping for no reason. I'm sort of scared of what might happen to me.

And if she does die, I don't know if I want to go to the funeral, because how creepy would that be, especially if it's open casket? And also, her family has the tendency to hang on me like a lost lamb, and if they were to lose her?

I don't know how to feel. Really, I just feel numb and a little oddly lonely.

Hey all,

This is evil twin sappholococcus hacking Calypso's journal at her request. The real serpentqueen13 is currently hospitalized for a bad reaction to medication and can only access meebo and GJ. She can't even get into her email :|

She doesn't know when she'll be out, but we're hoping for before the weekend. *crosses fingers*

(BUAHAHAHA. //cackle of hacking-ness)

♥ Evil Twin of Doom ♥

So, jairissa has started a new RPG, and I am playing both Lilith Malfoy and Victoire Weasley. This would not be particularly worth it's own entry, if Teddy's PB wasn't Jensen Ackles and Victoire's wasn't Alona Tal making videos very very appropraite

( Like these... )

So, my muses are having a party on youtube, so we continue with...

( Hanson because I love my wifey and it suits M/L )

( This made Morag!muse swoon as much as Morag!muse does )

( Ella refuses to be let out of the fun )

So, anyway, I have a headache. there is no aspirin in the house and I am just all blech. So what do I do? let my muses loose on youtube.

( This made Rowena!muse swoon )

( And Lisa!muse is on a kick--well it's better than angst )

Aren't I the handy little dyke. Drea has been looking for shoujo ai/yuri manga for a school project (damn I want this project so, I'm linking stuff for her.

The manga list from the http://www.shoujoai.com forum
http://shoujoai.wingdreams.net/forum/topic_show.pl?tid=31746

The lilicious site, which I love for ever and ever and ever:

http://www.lililicious.net/

and their project guide:

http://www.lililicious.net/allprojects.php

List of the "Strawberry" (shoujo-ai) manga line that Seven Seas is publishing:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seven_Seas_Entertainment#.22Strawberry.22_.28yuri_manga.29_line

Hopefully this helps, doll!

*goes to reread Sailor Moon and R.O.D.*

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Anyway, I know I haven't been posting much, but everyone must check this out.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ui1WAZgwkxY

Rickman! Helena Bonham-Carter, Johnny Depp! SINGING!

OHMYBLOODYAUNT!

*hyperventilates*

1. List 5 celebrities you would have sex with without even asking questions.
2. Put all of them IN ORDER of your lust for them. (5 - 1, 1 is the hottest.)
3. Say which movie/show/thing it was that hooked you.
4. Supply photos for said people.
5. Tag five people!

( Meme! )